"passionate sensation"

two households both alike.
met in such a desperate way
living in a different nature.
met in a very fantastical dream.

as there, purchase though.
a mind refuge as scene
things may act informality
it was never been a doubt for thee

hearing those deaf wanders
anyone could be relied for.
ill-fainted those thoughts
its been undistinguished since then.

those vague lights starts to diminished
two of us stayed for a moment
we move closer and closer.
a kiss that starts halfway.

i can feel those tender lips
lips that changes each features.
i can feel those tender sensations.
our body unites forms into one.

as our body collides
bodily as one in a motion.
we didn't notice the time
as we motivate ourselves to strive.

we move as nobody else can do.
more than anything might happen.
closer and closer no one can ever explain
moves with any other time remain.

as we feel those fragrance of sensations
in each and every word i can feel those tender kisses
you've kissed by the book
passionately and intimately.

truly, darling, i've enjoyed the night.
this glory nobody can separate us.
bind souls that no one can recover.
so long as our souls will stay forever.

bonggang bongga!

ammf! definitly i can feel the big damn pressure! this is what i've regret for. ughh. how come everything isnt fair, its very unpredictable, its all mess up! uggh. i felt like i want everything to pursuade. err. for the past few days, i feel contented. of course! i can find the happiness and equality. but why is it like this?. after a huge fondability of all?. i end up crying, for the reason that this day i'll be able to attend the sportsfest of yfc. this is the day ive been waiting for but now? its a big damn shit that my dad didn't actually allow me to attend that very big event for me, its very lavish i can feel the grieve that kills me. uggh. i should be enjoying right now with my second family, but then im here posting a blog that express my feelings right now. uggh. it very damn! i want to burst and i want to annoy them in a very lavish manner. i want to rebel, and want to do anything i want. i want my big damn freedom! as for now, i want to pour this pain with a very astonishing words i only scream when im down, frequent adictus, feeling weird, dumb, idiot, and especially when im gripping pain within. "FUCKNESS! SHITNESS!its very unworthy and unjustice! no freedom at all. i want to scream out loud. as in. gsto qo nang magwala!. acting mysteriousness! damn it tlga! what the heck as in! ngging weird na tlga ang aking mundo. err. baliw na tlga! nakakainis! bad3p ang mga tao naun! nilalamon ng masmang nilalang na sumasakop sa kaibuturan ng pagkatao! aw!

"united hearts"

we made a vain closure.
i've committed a mistake.
i've regret the things that happened.
i feel very weary since i've lost you.

you came back once again
you've asked me.
if then, if i still feel the same way too.
i replied, and said yes.

and now, our hearts unite once again.
i have you back.
that since i've lost you
i realize, i want to spend forever with you.

" a martyr love "

* a martyr love. *

there is such thing with thee.
but i can't barely reacognize.
your pushing me so far.
betraying me and fooling me without a doubt.

in me, i just what to eschew beyond this.
im standing beyond this grievous incidence
accused of so many crimes
crimes of yours; that you blamed me.

questions answerable.
and yet the questions of mine?
no indeed answer.
and its for me to sought for it.

but then, i dont know how to start.
everyday, i grasp with the broken idea
an idea smash of my mind.
that there is no courage in this avenge.

to think about all things.
all those sorrows of serendipity i owe.
through all those broken silence within.
there is a heart breaking stone imagery.

i've lost along the way
for the reason, your hurting me inside and out.
with your valor words and immortality.
i've lost the faith that i have for you.

and now whatever it is.
i still have to forgive and forget you.
i dont know, after all?
its very risky to think.

the vagueness of light.
becomes clearer and clearer everyday.
and now i know the answer why?
i still love you no matter things may lead.

"IMAGERY UTTERED"

i wonder why do love loses its possesion
though its fragrance never fades.
thoughts of some imagery uttered
very fantastical as it sound.

so close a refuge
the ethical of unknown being
my kins? why did you refuse?
its very thine, for thee it never fades.

the love it was, flew so high.
nothing would last for someone would fly.
sufficiently, it was to be a mistake.
and now the reason of the bravery i fought for.

i beg those words silently.
no clues to be relied for.
i fought thee, known bravely.
a sudden change was the most out of it.

"SILENCE"

breaking a silent grip.
nothing could last for an hour.
drifting the clouds ahead of time.
nothing can be more serious at all.

i owe this broken thought.
i was urge to do this unknown.
its bleeding thoroughly.
lastly it abide with a curse for though.

this words last briefly out thought.
hearing those words in silence.
it never fades thy understanding
im grieving the most out of it.

its darling, its burning out of sight.
its break yard screaming out loud.
its voiceless somber.
never fades its precision.

"JUST A GLIMPSE"

flying away.
drifting ahead of time.
falls as it crashes down.
i'll be taking this over.

your feeling empty and despair.
i'll handle it briefly.
dont aroint;
i dont want you to leave.

would you allow me in?
i'm wounded and succumb.
but only a glimpse of this.
everything is fine.

seconds last.
i'm still here waiting.
its very steep to think.
and ill be standing with you.

allow me to express this enterprise.
without any clue
i'm imparting this.
i beg your words.

now, im about to start.
hark with your heart not with yours ears.
now, let this secrets be revealed.
understand would you?.

deep breath; teary eyes
heart beats fasten.
quite nervous breakdown.
may this words be eternally grasp.

darling, you are my life.
i want to share this with you,
this thine profound feeling.
be express thoroughly.

half way headed
tears falls with thine roses.
its poses never fades till i let myself.
break on it with a matter.

seconds last
just a meaningful kiss.
beating heart stopped
i fainted; my journey ended up.

it was a last kiss goodbye.
till the last time half way.
you've allowed me.
im leaving, left those happiness filled with wonder.

"BLACK STONE"

i've lost a long the way.
losing another path to take.
im still eager to figure this out.
but then, i dont know how to start.

think about, why am i craving for you?
why am i looking forward to be adjacent with you?
through hatchway, i'll be ruling this.
expect this self mutilation defectous.

magnify my heart.
a black stone into wreckage.
reaction indeed.
sought to thy definition.

"TOO MUCH SORROWS TO GRIP FOR."

im lying alone.
with no grip open wide.
its dripping uncomfort.
well, it only meant nothing at all.

too desperate this feeling i feel.
sorry, just an infatuation i guess?
to think, there isn't more whither.
as more over as to whence.

let me say this;
be my life, share this eternity with me/
within, shall thee?
i'll be dying instead.

and now i'm alone and left.
still, would you save me before you leave?
let our souls bind again.
hold on tight and never let this end.

i was shattered and feeling empty without you.
i can't simplify though all this.
just a bit of wonder.
will you stay for last?

can't explain what's in this?
hoping, wont you really left me behind.
just in this; let's be together.
let our majesty be our witness thee.

"AFEARD DEJAVU"

im awed with thy lost translation.
dejavu strikes once again.
my heart is mute with silence.
deaf wuth the reckless violence.

"SWEET FAREWELL"

im standing across you.
im looking beneath for someone new.
as i look upon thee.
my tears begun to fall.

with no clues at all.
im bounding to lose my world.
im leaving, wishing for your happiness.
a pleasure of sweet farewell.

"FLAMING BLOOD"

i never look back back till the flame vanished/
bleeding with unknown fantasy.
i ought to blame thyself.
a part of me that i've the way i'm taking.

but when am i supposed to let you go?..
i ain't nothing at all.
but darling, i sought for love.
this was never meant for someone new.

above all, its all about you.
i wish this eternity i'll be spending.
its only for you baby nothing could ask for more.
i love you more than anyone could ever explain.

"LIE"

blue sky turns into gray.
rivers, starts to diminished as ray.
blood covered the entire entity.
surrounded the whole part of me.

"mi corazon es para ti"

we're standing here adjacent.
as i look upon your eyes.
there's a silent you want to break.
now, i'll be the to start and take.

i look into your eyes.
my tears begun to fall.
Listen; "baby, mi corazon es para ti, contigo yo vivere.
she cried.

"LOST SANITY"

its been al long time.
since ive held your hands with mine.
i can still reminsce the past.
thought that it would be last.

i miss the way it was.
the tears that fell thy vast.
i can still feel this painful grieve.
the succumb heart i grip.

i thought, it really wont take long.
getting over? is really never easy.
i know its been a month.
still, im dying with it.

i want to taje this over.
i want those mem'ris be vanished.
through hatchaway, i want to be vacuous inside.
no clues at all.

but before it'll be gone.
i know i've loved you real.
i had loved you without any words could say.
i had loved you more than any one could offer,

self mutililation defectous

"FIREFLY

I can't barely hold you tight.
it seems that time is not for us.
I can't even talk to you.
Nor feel your warmth.

The embrace that touches me somehow.
In a dream that makes me feel the hour.
I feel pity to my burden heart.
that it was only the fate of my firefly stream.