bonggang bongga!

ammf! definitly i can feel the big damn pressure! this is what i've regret for. ughh. how come everything isnt fair, its very unpredictable, its all mess up! uggh. i felt like i want everything to pursuade. err. for the past few days, i feel contented. of course! i can find the happiness and equality. but why is it like this?. after a huge fondability of all?. i end up crying, for the reason that this day i'll be able to attend the sportsfest of yfc. this is the day ive been waiting for but now? its a big damn shit that my dad didn't actually allow me to attend that very big event for me, its very lavish i can feel the grieve that kills me. uggh. i should be enjoying right now with my second family, but then im here posting a blog that express my feelings right now. uggh. it very damn! i want to burst and i want to annoy them in a very lavish manner. i want to rebel, and want to do anything i want. i want my big damn freedom! as for now, i want to pour this pain with a very astonishing words i only scream when im down, frequent adictus, feeling weird, dumb, idiot, and especially when im gripping pain within. "FUCKNESS! SHITNESS!its very unworthy and unjustice! no freedom at all. i want to scream out loud. as in. gsto qo nang magwala!. acting mysteriousness! damn it tlga! what the heck as in! ngging weird na tlga ang aking mundo. err. baliw na tlga! nakakainis! bad3p ang mga tao naun! nilalamon ng masmang nilalang na sumasakop sa kaibuturan ng pagkatao! aw!