Every Girl deserves a MAN! :)

Its all about a letter from a guy, well, when I read this note from someone, the only Man that goes/flows beyond my mind, is someone whom I've talked with first week of March 2011, he listens to what I'm saying, he never failed to make me laugh, he comforted and made me smile with an intense one that last forever, he really is a "PERFECT GUY!" He is an MVP player of St. Luke's College of Nursing, certified hottie and most especially one of a kind. It really made me happy when among all the girls coming after him, He talked to me, shared secrets of him and some other stuffs and just like that, he never made me feel that I am just a stranger amidst of him. He always make me realize that SMILE even if you're broken inside. "Madami dyan, at wala na siya!" and I Thank him for that, its because he made me love myself that I never thought I could because of giving my wholeness to someone who doesn't deserved to be.

Well, Ervin Ang, Deserves the BEST and the MOST perfect girl in the whole universe who will never fail to make him happy, to be there for him no matter what happen, to take care of him and love him UNCONDITIONALLY!

I got the wrong impression to him, I thought he is so MAYABANG, he will always brag to everyone that he is handsome and popular MVP of SLCN, but I find it wrong, Ervin is really different from the thought that I used to have.

he will always tell me that HE is JUST a SIMPLE MAN!

furthermore when you get to know him more you'll realize that he really is a PERFECT MAN! (so close to be perfect!) A very good person, intelligent and kind.

You will not love just his perfections but you will love him the most when you know him better and find out his imperfections within!

I may never had the chance to be with him and see him in person even if we lies in the same campus and a house nearby, I can always say that I am so lucky to know someone like Ervin Ang, He gave me the most precious gift above all, and it is all about the gift of TRUST! He gave me the trust that is never easy to have, he trusted me without any hesitation and taught me how love myself. :)

A MAN LIKE ERVIN ANG :)
We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls or texts you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2am that it can't wait till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/stunning, we freakin' mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take advantage of the mood I'm in.
Let us pay for you ! Don't feel bad. We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say thank you.
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of make-up you own.
We like you for who you are and not what you are.
Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don't talk about how hot Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word "handsome"/'beautiful"I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/stud/cutie/sexy" or whatever else you can think of.
On the other hand I'm not saying I wouldn't like it either.
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change!
Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say I love you and actually mean it.
Give the nice guys a chance.
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Girls repost this if you think it's cute.
Every guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.
ADVICE:
*Holding Hands*
-Girls: If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
*Movies*
-Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder.
-Guys: Lift her chin up and kiss her.
*Loving each other*
-Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too and mean it.
*Laying below the stars*
-Girls: When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heartbeat.
-Guys: Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.

The Dreams with you has ended, the wounds will mend but my love for you will always be inevitable, that I know all the memories and times spent with each is priceless and so do you.
I always want to let you know, from the moment you came into my life, everything feels so brand new, moreso, you changed everything in me, and made my world a better place again,
you're my every happiness
even if you're the reason why the tears keeps falling from my eyes.
you're my everything
you're my universe
and you're my INFINITY.
I hope someday, It would be us again, wake up each morning with you, share each meals together again and lastly, to be your better half someday, to grow old with you and to be with you forever.
I Love You so VERY much Sweet, I will always do.
FERDIE DINGLE ♥

dont know what to do wheneve you are near

I'll Miss You so much, you know I have fallen inlove with you deeply enough and I don't know why you make me feel my worth whenever we're together, whenever there are times that you're mine though its just for an hour, Mark Justin Verzosa, you're so special to me and i really thank you for all the times that we used to spend together, the times that you are making me happy.

November 26, 2009
The ever first time you've texted me.
December 04, 2009
The ever first time that we spend our time with each other, its after your duty after all, we ate at MCDO Gateway, 3:00-4:00pm.
December 08, 2009
You've waited for me from my NSTP outside the campus to have some time and eat at MCDO E.Rodriguez
December 17, 2009
For the first time :) We celebrated my birthday together, ate at MCDO Cubao and Visit St. Joseph's Church at Anonas.
January 23, 2010
You went to our house before you go to your outing and helped me cross the street.
Febuary 06, 2010
Boy, you know i can't really resist you, the ever last time we've spend each other together.

Baby, you know i dont what i'm gonna do if i'll lose your touch.
Sexy Love keep me runnin' back to you.
baby boy you know I'm yours always.
I'll miss everything we've been through you made me happy even though for a short period of time.
Love, I love you and i really do, I'll miss everything.

I know I shall move on and forget all the feelings i feel for you, even though its the fact that its really hard for me to do so.

"every minute, every second of the day, i dream of you in the most special way, here beside me all the time.."



*you'll always be special to me love and you'll always be my secret valentine, i'll just pretend that you're mine even though only dream can fulfill it.. i hate to fall for you but i really just can't help it, you're all i need my love my valentine... i will always love you and i hate to say goodbye for the feelings i have for you.. sorry to make myself assume for something i really don't want to feel, thank you Mark, thanks for making me happy, and I really thank you for everything Mark Justin Verzosa

Its The Fun

December 24, 2009 its so back with the man i love, it so happen that we spent time talking to each other again after a very long time ago its after 4 mos. we talked to each other again, we shared lots of things that I never thought that we will again, I missed him so bad, and I want to LOL with him all over again, honestly, I'm just comfortable when I'm with Him I feel like its really me and not anyone else, I just hope that we may be like this having no communication for a long period time, but at least he will always come back to know what's going on. There will never be anyone else but Him, But everything change, its like he is not that open, he is not that brave enough to tell it to me directly, something that I really don't like, we shared storied of our lives but the part of something is not complete anymore with no specific reason, maybe its the long time that we haven't hear anything from each other, I thought I can no longer hear his voice anymore, I can no longer talk to him just the way it was before, but I'll just keep on praying that I'll be the one who will take care of him for the rest of his life, that I'll be the one to be there for him till his ever last breath, I'll just keep on praying that I'll be the who'll be the one he needs the most, I'll just keep on praying that someday I'll be his better half, taking care of him whenever he is sick and be there whenever he is lonely or down, I dream of him so much that someday I'll be one of his family, I love him that's all i know, I know and this much is true that this love of mine will always be a never ending one, true love that i feel, and i know that its real, this feeling i feel is not just a feeling that only last just for now but its a feeling that stands out in the middle of the road saying this love is not just giving up, but its love that is really irreplaceable. I Love You Jeimuel De Jesus Silvestre, always and forever my love.

December 25, 2009 a reunion and a very day for us everybody because its our brother's birthday, we spare time with our family and never forget to go to church and talk to God just for short period of time to thank Him for such a wonderful blessings and happenings he allow us to happen, we may not be that good person at all but at least God never leave us whenever we need him the most. We spent our Christmas with our very own Brgy. Lozano at Philam homes, auntie Melba who always cook for us a fine dining that we love to eat, we sing a song as a part of our parteey! we shared a lot of things, and we shared gifts, we love the very day with them and I thank God for having them! that's all.

Swimming With My Beybs :) December 21, 2009

Its A day of fun with my friends and I really enjoyed the day with them, we shared lots of stories and of course laugh out loud even though we're just 5 celebrated the day. HAHA. It so damn crazy! They made me so drunk that I can't even remember what I am doing, haha. I never thought that we'll have that great fun happened that day, haha. we even had a pictorial wearing our two piece whatever thing, we eat a lot, haha, we walk on a very long road to reach our destination, we shared a lot of memories. around 4pm we started to pack our things then suddenly i talked to Mr. Maarte Jeimuel Silvestre, I really Missed Him so bad, I still love him no matter what happen and so on, well, its back. But everything is different already. Toott! I love them, and I really miss the LOL when I'm with them. :(

There's never a right time to say Goodbye :)

Well, Saying goodbye is just saying it, but still its not the right time to say Goodbye to someone who really mean to you, your whole entity as he is the biggest part of your life. Well, I thought you already forget about me, Your here again, I'm so glad that you still remember me after all. I'm so happy that I thought you won't greet me anymore, but even though its late or lots of alibi's you are saying just don't matter anymore, everything is okay and I don't presume anyone's word for my perception on you. Thank You You made me so astonishingly happy with just a simple message and greeting from you. Thank You because you're still there. I just missed you so bad, Sigh. I have done a lot of things lately that made me so awkward when I realized that you're still there. I Miss You and everything is okay, no need for explanation at all, Its your presence that I am thankful. Don't Worry You're still the one I love so much, You never lost your part. You still have it, despite of everything, You'll Always be the last one who will leave my heart, assurance that till the last breath of mine, you still have the part of my heart, my love for you will always be undying, I will Love you always, no matter what happen, don't worry whoever are they come, my love for you will never be erase, You are still my Only Love. You will always be the love of my life, I could not ask for more, and I Thank God for everything. I'm not afraid to die anymore, for what Aristotle's Philosophy says: Happiness is the End of Life. But still i prefer to take good care of you so much, I will never allow anybody to hurt neither cause you pain. I am just here, I will never leave you. I Love You Always and Forever

Jeimuel D.J. Silvestre.

I Love You Goodbye

Sigh. Alright, Another day of Missing Him, I never thought that i haven't moved on yet, but it so damn crazy, why am i still loving him this much, even though everything was already wrecked and can never be the same as the way it used to before, its hard and its really helpless and painful, our friendship and promise is already gone, No Jeimuel anymore, No sweet talks and No greetings just the way it was before, No "Hey kita tayo.", No "Yung Promise mo ha." anymore, yes, its really hard. We've been there all the way, we become bestfriends and even closer to each other so much that I thought never we will. I so crazy loved him and i can't help not to assume for all the times that we've been there.But I better keep on going, I'm stranded over here, waiting for nothing, waiting for someone who will never come back anymore, it hurts that he didn't remember to greet me for my birthday, that i thought he would, I am so nothing to him anymore, its helpless, it hurts and painful, where are you now?.. how about the promise that we'll see each other all over again?.. Its all gone?.. That's the last time I hear your voice, that i hear anything from, the last time we talked to each other, the last time you called me, the last hug I received from you, the last kiss you gave me, the last smile, the last approach, the last time we are together 4months ago. I Miss You, I solely do, but I have nothing to do about it, we're now living in our separate lives, I'm sorry If i gave you lots of problem and sometimes I am someone who were just there hearing nothing at all. I Miss the times that you said that you're already contented with me, that you don't need anyone because I'm already here, But why are you not here anymore?.. Is there someone who changed you're mind already, Is there someone who owns you're heart already?.. I Miss You, I don't know if I can already say goodbye, i don't know if how am I supposed to let go for something i thought I owned, Its hanging, and sometimes I don't know how to face it off. Shall I say that everything is not mine anymore, that everything is just nothing to you?.. You're already gone, I am nothing to you and It so happen that You already forget about me. Shall I say Goodbye, But Before I say Goodbye, I wanna Say, I LOVE YOU, I Love You Very Much, You'll Always be the Very Part of Me, The Most Important Part Of Me, The biggest space in My heart.

♥Jeimuel De Jesus Silvestre :'(

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